A dream... Happy 25th Birthday, Honey!

So here. I was supposed to blog about this yesterday but chances didn't let me to. Dashboard was subjected to maintenance, I think...

Why not love me still?

Actually, I am that submissive when it comes to my obsession and addiction with my everlasting love, ROBERT THOMAS PATTINSON.

A night before his birthday, REM sleep motivated me to be more eloquent in expressing my desire to see him even just in a DREAM. (That would suffice me though...) He was wearing a red tuxedo, clean-cut hair just like what he has now; the same smile that was stuck on my head for years since I first saw him. Aww. I so love him and I miss him! =(

His golden eyes.

When you're gonna ask me if what's on my dream that moment, I gotta say that there's no more than usual. What I'm wishing for is that, when I dream of him, I'm no longer a fan of him or an ordinary individual longing for his attention and love. (And I dreamed of that months ago... I'm beside Rob and KStew was jealous about me. LMAO XD ) But still, about that dream? He-he. I am a busybody looking for him, taking pics. with him and talking to him in a fan-like manner, but I'm trying to be under the sun for him to feel at ease with me. I used to be a bluffly young lady, blabbering my achievements to him on that place. Err hey, did I tell you already that the venue was on my Alma Mater ( BAYBAY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL.) 

When I caught myself, do I have to stop myself? 

Eventually, since I have the chance to be with him that moment, I let my folks to take pictures of ours. ROB + ME. Relinquish the moment, Sam! LOL. Aww. How I wish dreams would turn to adventure! I badly am wishing to see Rob in person...

Rob a.k.a "EDWARD" and I, lucky in LOVE.

So after that nostalgic dream, or I should reconsider that as an extension of my ego, (and it just that proves that even after a long time, Rob still exists not only in my HEART, but also in my MIND. I owe a lot to my amygdala.) I woke up with a smile on my cranky face.

"Thank you, Lord, for giving me another day to live by. Thank you for this day, for bringing Rob into my life. I love him, Lord!"

By: <S> Samantha De Guzman Cullen